i don't seem to have gotten much done this weekend. mostly bingewatching netflix. friday was cold, but i managed to get out to one first friday venue, had three good conversations, dumpster score on
the way home, very cold. saturday mr bruce stopped by and helped me winterize, shook me down for $10. he's edgy, not quite violent, i tried to bring him some calm. he's put in for disability and work-
-ing this week at family $, hostile against his former employers. i applied for a job at a blood bank that i don't expect to get, piad the internet bill,
sunday i was late to church, unwelcome at their members only meeting, alternated bleak depression with kitchen straightening, nice chat w tommy. tonight i'll call mom and maybe get out to buy rat
it's getting dark and i'm heading back to netflix for the end of hot fuzz.
poison, but maybe not. i need a rent-a-mink. tomorrow i must get up and see dr mehari on time. i need to email tim re anselmo. i have two memos to work on tonight, might start one, both, neither.
so it's bits of progress, comfort zoning, and bouts of things seeming hopeless. i almost lost this comic because i wasn't logged in, but i managed to save it. it would have been a crushing defeat.
