When I'm emotional over him, I say things that I shouldn't say.
Like what?
"Just tell me what I want to hear and mean it!!" But, I know full well that he doesn't mean it the way I WANT him to mean it.
But he tells you anyway?
Yes and I feel both glad and kinda mad..
One should not force the other to say things because one will see it one way while the other sees it another way. It's a fact of life and a lesson to be learned. I may be wrong, though.
I'm sorry for whatever it was that I said to make us distant. If I could, I'd take it back.
I wish that I didn't say what I said to make us distant, that we don't talk to each other anymore. I let my emotions get the best of me. I'm sorry for what I've said and done.
I wish we could start over and forget about the past. I'm sorry. I still love you. Please forgive me. I miss you and love you so much.
The shit hits the fan then. They begin to "berate" Paul Martin, saying that he sucks, blah, blah..
I agree with them. He DOES suck. Big time. The bigger, the better. THEN they try hard to insult me by saying that I'm his sex toy. Know what I tell them?