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| tonight i went to the club, and ran into a guy i was in love with for years. he moved to n.o. 5 years ago so i don't see him much, and might never see him again. | |
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| pretty much over him, although was thinking about him earlier this week, about a time he danced for me at another club | |
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| he was with some guy. he tried to pick up one of the cute dancers - it almost worked, real chemistry i thought. | |
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| the thing about lawrence is, sometimes i get so riled up seeing him that i'll go home with the first guy who asks me. that didn't happen tonight. well, nobody asked me. | |
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| he kissed me on the lips for the first time, although it was more a kiss-off than any passion. but a nice solid hug. | |
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| not sure whether to be happy or sad about all this | |
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