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| I've been alternating between despair and hope. So far it's been hard to get into one of these studies, and I kind of need to do one to be able to afford the travel to do more of them. | |
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| Long term, I might need to find some kind of job I can do in the time off between studies. Jobs like that are hard to come by. Or I might need to find a job and just bag the studies. But for now, | |
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| studies it is. I screen for one in chicago tomorrow. I don't know if I'm well enough to get in, but they are hard up for people and called me in on short notice. | |
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| and the place in pittsburgh, oops no kansas, just called and gave me their web site. so there's like 6 places i can screen, so i should be able to do at least a few studies per year. | |
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| and pay the rent and the utilities and keep gas in my car. that's all i really need right now - to be able to pay the rent. | |
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| My actual wealth is all the free stuff i have online. Like being able to make comics. | |
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