notes on mental illness and me

Author: arbi

Date: December 31, 2018

by arbi
12-31-18
it;s monay morning, and i'm having a har time getting out of bed. but i got resse, ate oats and strwberries, banana coffee maybe i'll get 2 the scrap yard today, or are they closed for the 'holiday'?
i'm reading about bipolar diagnoses. the internet cuts in and out. the roof leaks slightly. things arent good, and nothing i do is enough. so it's hard to do anything.
once upon a time there was a comic about an aarvark named cerebus. by a guy named dave simms.
but over time he went mad. i'm mad myself, years into a slow slide. i live with a guy who is in way worse shape, an i try to take care fo him, but it's a struggle.
now it's friday. 3 trips to the scrap yar, did plasma twice, , i'm not eligible for disability.
listed the other shack. about to start a job as a ishwasher if i don't get fired right away.