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Meanwhile in #dunno, Insidious and JohnK's MZXIRC server (thebox.whatisnotmyip.com):
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| sigh... god, the way I talk about Kom, I think I've got some kind of weak philia-esque something over him, same for asie. Man, I'm so screwed up. | |
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| you're not screwed up for being thankful for certain people being around | |
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| yeah, but almost loving other members of the community (love as in not erotic or gf/bf love, but, like I said, philia). what I mean is that I feel like I'm somehow in love with Kom-- | |
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| but not as in I get sexual pleasure from him or that I want to have his children or I feel as if he's my boyfriend or whatnot, I just feel happy when he's around and miss him when he's not around. | |
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| JohnK: Do you find my feelings over Kom strange or unnatural? I sure do. | |
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| I seem to feel a much weaker form of it for Asie too for some reason, but that might be something to do with him only being 10, in which case it is VERY screwed up. | |
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