please let me die XI

Author: searme

Date: June 22, 2003

by searme
6-22-03
company went bankrupt only 2 days after I started working there, I should've chosen a job with more security
...the fourteen your old declared instantly that his dad has been ...
I failed every subject in school, I had better taken sth more within my capabilities, should've known better
not even mentioning my friends and girlfriend who left me the moment I wasn't of any use anymore for them, I should've seen it coming, should've known better
...and statistics show that hammering nails in your head is possible the least effective way to commit suicide these days, even worse then slitting your wrists
I always make the wrong decisions