Why am I such an asshole? Do I think its funny or something? I really can't figure out why I have this urge to hurt people's feelings.
I always feel bad afterward. I don't like being mean. I conciously try to be nice to people because I hate it when I'm mean for no reason, and I didn't even see this about myself till just recently.
I'm not a mean guy. I don't even think I have the capacity for true hate, because it requires a degree of ignorance that I pride myself in not having.
Once I think about a person I can usually figure out why they are the way they are, and then I like them as a human being, because I see myself in them.
