"This is when i decided i cant't take any more of this. I am a wreck."43
"the idea of starting all over again-developing a personality that works-is awfully seductive."126
"ever since i was six and halfway aware that somthing about Lon didn't work right, I've been vigilant about this practice, counting the thngs I am grateful for."165
"Lon sees that I'm moving away from her even though I live in the same house."203
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"Lorna is going off to the mystical university of california at santa cruz; Mother and daddy are going off in oposite directions but remaining in the vally; and lonnie is simply going off like a rocke
"This is when I decided I can't take this anymore. I am a wreck."43
"The idea of starting all over again-developing a personality that works-is awful seductive"126
"Ever since I was six and halfway aware taht something about Lon didn't work right. I've been vigilant about this practice, counting the things I am grateful for."165
"Lon sees that I'm moving away from her even though I live in the same house."203
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"Lorna is going off to the mystical university of California at Santa Cruz: Mother and daddy are going off in opposite directions but remaining in the Valley:...
"Before I got high as a way to socialize to fit in with the crowd, feel less inhibited around guys. This time, though, I'm spending more of my time getting more and more buzzed alone"156
"Awesome ice for a pile of cash, including some extra for me, drug dealer me."409
"Do not come back here until you are completely sober."349