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by arbi
11-17-18
saturday installed a storm window with my stepladder, some wd40, and the blue hammer. tommy helped. packed for hawaii.
4 loads laundry, replaced a windshield wiper, ate dirty rice, moved the blue volvo so i can park the van, bought two space heaters from dawn, made keys for tommy and bj, moved plants to back yard,
blogged, killed mice and reset traps, cleaned the yard a bit, burned boxes, emailed lawyers, listened to rogan, checked reddit, stuff like that.
got a lesson in tracphone use. bought the part to fix the shower.sorted my voter id case file. got $100 of my plasma money.
my real ladder ran off years ago.
ooh still have to go pay something on the electric bill, almost forgot. sprayed for bugs. we'll get up noonish an catch the #8 bus to the airport.

 

by arbi
11-24-18
https://youtu.be/LSZ9XGaPQO8?t=101 my hbo special cameo
i've been too busy enjoying my tropical vacation to be doing comics about it. my family is gathered for the stewart family iron man tryathlon.
tommy's fitting in pretty well. yesterday i hiked back from town to where we are staying at the 4 1/2 mile marker, but today i'm staying in mostly to catch up on work. tommy, bill went to see turtles
http://vark.blogspot.com/2018/11/i-had-amazing-day-in-paradise-today.html
on the volcano, jeanie did an 80 mile trip to hawe, we are going snorkeling later. my specialty is beachcombing.
tommy found a shack for rent for $500/mo, i pointe out t halfway up the volvano with no electric.
He said no, but it was a nice talk.
denny played the iron man theme on bill's uke. tommy is my uke or do i mean seme.
... he will still say no. i made a red curry for lunch, vegan and nonvegan versions.

 

by arbi
11-25-18
today was sunday, so i went to the church here where the hawaian gods met the christian god in 1820 via henry obookiea and his sidekick, and i was almost sold but then i wasn't. met nice people,
missed the bus, hitchhiked home with miguel from kokomo, learned some political history of maui from our hostess, her father won a lawsuit against the corrupt mayor in the 70s
had good talks with my brother and nephew about health issues and medications
saw the green flash again, had a little too much rum, reading a recent grisham,
the coffee plantation was cool. no fnb so we roppe off our extra foo at the starvation army then hung out at the airport till our flights.
still need to look up canoe plants. wikipedia.org/wiki/Canoe_plants
tomorrow maybe the octopus farm or a coffee plantation. i forgot to check for a food not bombs here.

 

by arbi
11-29-18
tommy was a good boy all week and my family liked him and he liked them, so a good trip.
then we flew back hawaii to portland to seattle to indy. tommy almost missed the flight to indy when we thought he had time for a smoke break but didn't, and i was paniced but it went fine.
$10 at the dollar store, $20 at 5 below, art supplies.
bus 8 home, which was still there, and the car started and i aired up the flat tire an mae it in time for my set at the dugout, which went well.
today, friday, the study in wisc had filled by the time i called, tommy and i had a fight at the federal building trying to turn in his disability paperwork worksheet thingy, then he waited an hour
paid the first of a dozen bills i can catch up on now. $225. deposited 7,900
while i had a great interview with indiana lawyer weekly. po box, shopping, then a set at a poetry open mike night where i stole the mike an read found dumpster poetry from hawaii, which went over
better than it will at crackers on tuesday. the article should be in the 12/15 issue. did i mention i was on hbo last week? about 40 seconds of air time in a bit called lab rat nation on vice tv.

 

by arbi
11-30-18
today is friday. i got up bright + early this afternoon, made a list,worked the list.1. tommy faxed his thing that they would not accept hand delivery of yesterday. 2. bank.3. paid electric bill $302
the place where i pay my lawyer dues is in a different building than they said, and the line to pay the internet bill was too long so those diid not get done yet.
really goo intake interview at jlap, the place for lawyers with problems. they will o an assessment, a tuneup, and hook me up with a support group. i' been putting that off, but the rat convinced me.
i made him an offer he didn't refuse.
i met kc for coffee, $5, had a tonic and lime at the metro, a place i use to drink too much too often at, $2, paid $252 on the water bill. bought a hawaiian shirt $1. came home, time to unpack, make a
new list. i did the dishes, blogged, took out the trash,next bath then homework, not housework. must avoid reddit timewasting.

 

by arbi
11-30-18
this just in. kinda. yesteray the supreme court hel oral argument in an indiana case about whether the 14th amendment incorporates the bill of rights.
this is one of the big funamental questions of american constitutional law, pitting justice 'hugo' black against justice 'whizzer' white.
specifically, the institute for justice argued that taking his new truck was an excessive fine uner the 8th amendment as incorporated.
the indiana court had correctly argued it's up2 the supreme court to make that change, so they punted. this makes the 6th IJ case the court has heard. the federalist society now has 5 solid votes on
the court, so expect big changes. it's a triumph for the constitution in exile movement that eugene volokh denies exists.
however, dont be shocked if the cops get to keep the truck somehow.

 

by arbi
12-04-18
sunday - church, nap, called mom.
monday: tommy to doctor, got my picture taken for the indiana lawyer article, applied for a job as a bail disruptor
it's now tuesday i'm in bed, tired, but i guess i know which homework needs doing first. stayed up late doing cle's online, so it's wednesay now.
i need to get out of bed run around pay bills. so far have not made it downstairs for coffee.
paid a bill, signed up a new client, commenced work, so progress amid snow. i coul still take out trash. forgot boy scout meeting.

 

by arbi
12-06-18
thursay, i feel like i didnt get much done. finished a cle, left a message for my late boss's son at a buddhist temple in nyc, got tommy's meds, he's sick this week, bought a space heater, paid
the internet bill, fixed the leaky tire, sold a chainsaw and a broken tv. offered free tickets to a comedy show. checked my blood pressure.
so i did not do the things on my list. not sure i ever got the list written down. it felt cold wet and depressing. .i'm happy to have scotty may staying at the house now; i picked him up last night
the lilly foundation gave 50 milion in grants, some of which will go into our general area, so yay i guess.
i am at the dr's now. going ok so far. at least i got out of bed.
i have a dr appointment on monday, trying to get into the system for some medical care, which i have mixed feelings about.
i'll be watching to see if the meds make tommy into even more of a zombie. i will probably crash now, possibly work but that seems unlikely.

 

by arbi
12-09-18
i don't seem to have gotten much done this weekend. mostly bingewatching netflix. friday was cold, but i managed to get out to one first friday venue, had three good conversations, dumpster score on
the way home, very cold. saturday mr bruce stopped by and helped me winterize, shook me down for $10. he's edgy, not quite violent, i tried to bring him some calm. he's put in for disability and work-
-ing this week at family $, hostile against his former employers. i applied for a job at a blood bank that i don't expect to get, piad the internet bill,
sunday i was late to church, unwelcome at their members only meeting, alternated bleak depression with kitchen straightening, nice chat w tommy. tonight i'll call mom and maybe get out to buy rat
it's getting dark and i'm heading back to netflix for the end of hot fuzz.
poison, but maybe not. i need a rent-a-mink. tomorrow i must get up and see dr mehari on time. i need to email tim re anselmo. i have two memos to work on tonight, might start one, both, neither.
so it's bits of progress, comfort zoning, and bouts of things seeming hopeless. i almost lost this comic because i wasn't logged in, but i managed to save it. it would have been a crushing defeat.

 

by arbi
12-11-18
today was good overall. i got little sleep last night. good dr visit, got there on time through the cold. basic tell my story to the dr chat, got signed up for welfare insurance plan, nice lady was
helpful. i have to swallow my pride and accept help if i'm going to be able to take care of tommy. he's been sick in bed since we got back, except to get up to smoke. we talked a bit. po box, bank,
bath, dishes, then collapsed into reddit instead of writing memos, but i'm closer to starting them i think. tomorrow plasma maybe with bj if he gets up for it. rehearsing tuesday's set.
oh cough syrup is what i forgot at the dollar store.
i did plasma, made $25, then blew it on lawyer dues, $362. looked for jobs online at the government center. dropped off my birth cert at the welfare office and picked up my bank card that i lost
yesterday, which left me confused at the bank. i lose things. always have. i have calls to make but i'm about to pass out from no sleep. so i can wake up later to do a set tonight about being crazy.

 

by arbi
12-11-18
i did 4 1/2 things in my 8 item list for tuesday, even tho i slept all afternoon. tommy woke me up just in time to run go do my set at crackers, which i think went well. i'll post a link later this
no jokes just story telling. i talked about hannah gadsby's nannette, a 3 minute version, about kevin and how it started well and ended in violence. and that's just this week. i wrote two sets and
#344: THE 2018 STATE OF THE UNION PODCAST (@COMICDAVESMITH)
threw away half of it, might use some of that if i do the dugout tonight. listening to ari shafir and some libertarian leftist, 4 hours of solid truth, like rogan but more so.
tomorrow i apply as an amazon van driver. did not get the colts game vendor gig. but a rejection is better than not applying. jill send me a new jobs board lead. so i'm starting to look for work.
https://allthingscomedy.com/podcast/skeptic-tank
i'm very worried i'm forgetting a court hearing today. i'll try to track down that nagging doubt before i fall asleep.i just thought of a link i can check. i kinda need a bath too. so i'm trying
to cope, but maybe still being overwhelmed. i came home with canned goods so now i need a can opener, and i can survive thru the winter. gonna try 2 negotiate my electric bill so i can keep tommy warm

 

by arbi
12-12-18
https://www.theindianalawyer.com/articles/48898-multiple-indiana-voting-laws-on-trial-in-federal-court
today i had a good talk with brian. foind out he's not making $400/mo after all, more like $40. that explains the lack of rent. the article on my voter id case was really great. link below maybe.
we moved two loads of stuff from the storage unit into the rural house garage, till dark. i emailed a lawyer to start to apply for disability. i think i'm bipolar. the official diagnosis only says
major depression, that plus the back injury might give me a shot. i suffer some times from delusions of adequacy. i sent more emails, chasing an amazon job i'm not sure i can do.
and various newspapers. i have tommy's cough so i can expect to get sicker over the next week or so. facing my problems, as i've been trying to do, risks depression setting in acutely.
$25/hr doc review gig in cincy if i want to chase that. it's a maybe. current plan is stay up too late till sleepy, then tomorrow plasma shoping move more stuff.
dinner was a boiled potato and cookies. breakfast was ramen and coffee. i barely eat. can opener is on the shopping list.

 

by arbi
12-13-18
it's thursday. did plasma, the dollar store didn't have locks, sent a bunch of emails, it's grey, i'm depressed, so i'm not up jumping around gettin stuff done.
pre-writing tension, i have a stanhope podcast on instead of the interrogatorys i need to write up today. i want to just take a sick day. maybe i'll get laundry done later?
https://youtu.be/jR_4qDtT-48?t=28
tuesday's set video above. i took the day off, aside from emails and podcasts. explained to tommy about how i'm depressed. his mother is home from the hospital now. i took a bath, and i will remember
to go to the dr tomorrow at 1 pm. i still havent started my memo. any day now.. i'm running out of time. it should be easy, but i have inhibitions.
i got one small memo knocked out between 4 am and 8 am, a first draft of a motion for appointment of counsel. i started the memo, had a good dr visit, bought locks and cold medicine for tommy, caulk.
dawn says two hookers have been murdered near here in the past few days, and then we just right now had a car wreck half a block over, wasn't anything useful i could do. the people are ok.

 

by arbi
12-15-18
it was raining all day and i ddint get out except to take out trash. i need to put on the locks and do laundry, i did not get to the storage unit today.
but i worked on selling my rental house and have an appointment with the aclu lawyer, and i finished one of the discovery memos, at least a first draft.
i wote to a city lawyer trying to find out what my tuesday hearing is. thats a trigger warning for me, getting sued kicks in my depression/sense of helplessness.
i have a bit about trigger to open my next set with. i sent reddit a comp ticket to my tuesday show. i dont expect anyone will come.
tofu ramen soup, haircut
i think i'll fix some dinner, maybe even do laundry. havent seen tommy all day. time for another pill. these are just alieve for my back. havent started the prozac yet.
i kinda need a bath again already. - i think i'm wallowing in some filth here. i need to make my bed, spray for bugs, bait some moosetraps, make a list, write one more memo after laundry.

 

by arbi
12-17-18
sunday was pretty bad. i had a flat tire so couldn't work on the storage unit. i have to eat my dinner before it gets cold so i can't make the comic at the same time.
it's monday now and all i did was fix the tire, $7, and stuff online. in my head i wrote a new set for tomorrow night. good discussion with my neighbor mike. he thinks i shold kick out tommy for not
helping. he's probably right. busy schedule all week, hearing 1 pm, plasma 7 am if i'm awake. 3 pm tommy to dr. thursday important lawyer meeting.
wednesday is court, lawyer meeting maybe, then broken lawyer support group. i wrote a new set in my head for standup tuesday if i go.
i should be doing laundry right now but i dont want to get out of bed. i dont have strong goals for the rest of the night, maybe just bed early. ok bath time. heating water. trying not to cry.

 

by arbi
12-17-18
sunday was pretty bad. i had a flat tire so couldn't work on the storage unit. i have to eat my dinner before it gets cold so i can't make the comic at the same time.
it's monday now and all i did was fix the tire, $7, and stuff online. in my head i wrote a new set for tomorrow night. good discussion with my neighbor mike. he thinks i shold kick out tommy for not
helping. he's probably right. busy schedule all week, hearing 1 pm, plasma 7 am if i'm awake. 3 pm tommy to dr. thursday important lawyer meeting.
wednesday is court, lawyer meeting maybe, then broken lawyer support group. i wrote a new set in my head for standup tuesday if i go.
i should be doing laundry right now but i dont want to get out of bed. i dont have strong goals for the rest of the night, maybe just bed early. ok bath time. heating water. trying not to cry.

 

by arbi
12-17-18
sunday was pretty bad. i had a flat tire so couldn't work on the storage unit. i have to eat my dinner before it gets cold so i can't make the comic at the same time.
it's monday now and all i did was fix the tire, $7, and stuff online. in my head i wrote a new set for tomorrow night. good discussion with my neighbor mike. he thinks i shold kick out tommy for not
helping. he's probably right. busy schedule all week, hearing 1 pm, plasma 7 am if i'm awake. 3 pm tommy to dr. thursday important lawyer meeting.
wednesday is court, lawyer meeting maybe, then broken lawyer support group. i wrote a new set in my head for standup tuesday if i go.
i should be doing laundry right now but i dont want to get out of bed. i dont have strong goals for the rest of the night, maybe just bed early. ok bath time. heating water. trying not to cry.

 

by arbi
12-19-18
that's
tuesday was a bmv hearing, then standup. i stood up to the alj pretty well.
i did my trigger warning joke, it killed. not as many as their opt-in organ donation policy kills.
a door
wednesday was a housing inspector hearing, then a broken lawyer's support group, stopped by open mike night after shopping, then met with our new mechanic. most of this went pretty well.
my ex roommate's girlfriend facebooked me. i am quoted in the book their online book club is reading, an article i did for an obscure zine about being a human lab rat.
a bull
10 am tomorrow meet with aclu, very important so better be awake for it.
friday tommy and i have the doctors. diagnosis: hoarder, side of a cute depression.

 

by arbi
12-22-18
friday was ok. i got to my doctors appointment and took tommy to his. he added bipolar to my diagnosis. i slept in during the afternoon instead of getting my chores done.
i'm awake at 5 am, worrying about stuff. i might be moving in a different kevin.with upsides and downsides. my liability here is huge. there's a lot that could go wrong.
i need to write up agreements for kevin and scotty and brian and tommy.
and today, clean out the storage unit, go to physical therapy, do the laundry, buy gas. write down my expenditues and income. wrap tommy's presents. clean my room slightly. check the basement.
i did most of that. physther was closed. i havent gotten to the basement. dishes, trash, bank, dialog w my sisters, spent time w tommy.
right now podcasts, reddit. i should spray for bugs, start a memo, put away laundry. no, i'm in bed.

 

by arbi
12-25-18
sunday i went to church, gave the pasor the tshirt from hawaii, ducttaped a window over a hole in a window, sent emails to my family and the zoning thugs, sorted a drawer of shoes, am tired, was up
5 am for awhile, emailed about a job, next, bath, change clothes, call mom. mom wont let tommy move in, reasonable on her part.
all i got fpr xxmas was a nice box of tea frommy sister, which was perfect.
the government and i are both shutting down
didn't do much xmas eve. it's xmas today, i cleaned up the kitchen some, winterized a door and a window, ate something, sent an email to some legislators about my bmv issue, sorted a closet, did
5 pullups, emailed my doctor, outlining in my head a memo asking for appointment if counsel, but it's all hopeless and too little too late.
tried to apply for a job online but everything these days requires a smartphone. so i put in for a dishwasher gig at a nice upscale place,

 

by arbi
12-26-18
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0Bs56G9KAQ
I'm having a hard time staying focused and on task. So far today, i did plasma, picked up my mail, read thru the paperwork for the memo due in two days, got some fruit for brian, talked to brian about
his plans, said hi to scotty who is back, checked my emails, checked my oil, added oil, electric bill is $250, and i'm back in bed before noon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBvxNlZIGP8
my priorities for the day include 1) work on the request for production of documents, 2) make a payment on the electric bill, 3) read the scary letter from claudia, 4) maybe respond to pnc letter,
5) take a bath 6) no reddit or youtube until progress 6) scrap run.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VevZ4BTIF94
paid $100 on the electric, got a scrap run ready, looks like i'll only make $15 but the yard will be cleaner. on to item 1, the memo on documents.
my back hurts enough to notice, but not unbearable. bath later. i got dirty in the yard. took out the trash. 7) 5 pullups. could only do 4. then 4 more.

 

by arbi
12-29-18
it's saturday, and i'm in bed writing desperate memos and looking for jobs, instead of outside loading metal into the van.
yesterday, friday, i tried to do plasma but the line was too long so i went back at 6;30 and got home late. the computers at scrap yard were down so i left there. i had a good 2 pm w mahari, but i
went to my job interview half hour early by mistake and i think it freaked them. i do not expect to get the job. it could happen. dishwasher at a french bistro.
i got my van plates sorted for $80, there goes my plasma money, and put $20 gas in the car.
almost lost this comic when i brushed the off button because the power cord doesn't stay in. ;m going to need to get a phone to look for jobs. vicious circle of one more expense.
brian yelled at me to get off my ass, so we took the recycling, took pics of the fridge for sale,moved 4 tables. and he paid $70 rent.

 

by arbi
12-31-18
it;s monay morning, and i'm having a har time getting out of bed. but i got resse, ate oats and strwberries, banana coffee maybe i'll get 2 the scrap yard today, or are they closed for the 'holiday'?
i'm reading about bipolar diagnoses. the internet cuts in and out. the roof leaks slightly. things arent good, and nothing i do is enough. so it's hard to do anything.
edit to follow.

 

by arbi
12-31-18
it;s monay morning, and i'm having a har time getting out of bed. but i got resse, ate oats and strwberries, banana coffee maybe i'll get 2 the scrap yard today, or are they closed for the 'holiday'?
i'm reading about bipolar diagnoses. the internet cuts in and out. the roof leaks slightly. things arent good, and nothing i do is enough. so it's hard to do anything.
edit to follow.

 

by arbi
12-31-18
it;s monay morning, and i'm having a har time getting out of bed. but i got resse, ate oats and strwberries, banana coffee maybe i'll get 2 the scrap yard today, or are they closed for the 'holiday'?
i'm reading about bipolar diagnoses. the internet cuts in and out. the roof leaks slightly. things arent good, and nothing i do is enough. so it's hard to do anything.
edit to follow.

 

by arbi
12-31-18
it;s monay morning, and i'm having a har time getting out of bed. but i got resse, ate oats and strwberries, banana coffee maybe i'll get 2 the scrap yard today, or are they closed for the 'holiday'?
i'm reading about bipolar diagnoses. the internet cuts in and out. the roof leaks slightly. things arent good, and nothing i do is enough. so it's hard to do anything.
once upon a time there was a comic about an aarvark named cerebus. by a guy named dave simms.
but over time he went mad. i'm mad myself, years into a slow slide. i live with a guy who is in way worse shape, an i try to take care fo him, but it's a struggle.
now it's friday. 3 trips to the scrap yar, did plasma twice, , i'm not eligible for disability.
listed the other shack. about to start a job as a ishwasher if i don't get fired right away.

 

by arbi
1-01-19
at 3;30 am 1/1/2019, there was a click sound and my laptop went dead. i mean deceased. so now, i just have this non-portable one. doing plasma without a laptop is a whole different deal.
i'll need to bring a book. i wont even know for a while how much i just lost. no recent backup.
OMG its coming back on after an hours rest. OMG,
test. the backspace key doesn't work so i can either learn to use the delete key or pull up the on screen keyboard. ok got the backspace key workinhg
i'm reasonably calm, but this is a setback. 10 hours later, i'm freaking out,
oh.. it's not charging. so just time to do a backip to hard drive. possibly a new power cord, but i think th click was the charger circuit blowing.
i might spend the day in bed. i'd been really trying lately, but being online is my world. i had tabs open about , what's it called? lost key syndrome. i forget the thing i forgot, about how i cant
function because i forget things and lose stuff. executive function disorder!

 

by arbi
1-01-19
i'm not going to go do comedy tonight. i'm too despondent to try to pretend to be cheerful, and it's not fair for them to bring the audience down to where i am.
i just had a niece, no, nice talk with tommy about options, but it seemed so hopeless my stomach started hurting like it did when dad was around. pain from fear.
i moved stuff around in the back yard, and i could see the dilapidated fence, the broken down cars, the piles of stuff, much more clearly than usual.
i did what little i could but it will never be enough. made a plan with brian to scrap the two volvos, and the plan is fix the white van, and the blue volvo is a potential obstacle.
i am writing up my disability application
everything hopeless these days. i will get up early for plasma, and bring a book. just had an unwelcome visitor.

 

by arbi
1-02-19
$40 plasma, $63 scrap yard. when ichecked my emails, i got a job! disjwasher friday.
wednesday awake at 4 am, bath, plasma 6:30-8:30, brought a book and snacks, took two loads of stuff to the scrapyard, made an appointment at legal aid, for next tuesday at 2pm, worked another hour on
the yard, until my stomach hurt from stress so i'm back in bed at 2 pm after resetting the modem.
monthly gross income nearly $1000, but it all goes to bills. i didn't pay the water bill yet did i? no, i need to find it and walk to cvs.
i will check my emails, do 4 or 5 pullups, maybe call the internet company about these disconnections. tomorrow we visit the disability lawyer at 1 pm?
the pullups sound like the easiest place to start. and maybe i'll start some soup.
the soup only slightly resembles my gradmother's steak soup, using pumpkin, green beings, potato, oh i should add the spiniach if we have any left. maybe a carrot-all, if i did. old bay leaf soup.
i need to write out my schedule so i dont miss any appointments, and i can look over tommy's paperwork, which i've been putting off. i have maybe 4 emails to catch up on.
i think a nap could go on the agenda for this afternoon, then wake up for the evening. if i feel really bouncy i could go do a set at the dugout, if i'm early enough or find the number for red flag.

 

by arbi
1-04-19
went to the orientation at the new job. didn't actually wash any dishes today, did not get fired tho. really liked my coworkers.
i walked thru first friday an hour before it opened, because it was on the way home, and i'm not going out again.
the restaurant is run by a lawyer, so there's 401ks, antiharassment poliices, all that corporate stuff, but a really good vibe, i hope i can keep this job.
up 6:30, plasma, scrap yard, made lunch, orientation at work, made dinner, crashing now.
tommy puked all night. that boy has serious medical problems way beyond my ability to care for.
saturday i'm in bed all day, but when my laptop broke i fixed it. found a software fix to a hardware problem, the internet button wouln't turn green from orange. i need to go buy a fone.

 

by arbi
1-07-19
today i bought a phone. cricket, $80, $37 ish a month, when i already can't afford food..i paid the water bill, minimum payments on my bank accounts, brian left. i'm way pissed at him because of how
he left the room. trash and piss bottles and such. so now i need to learn to use a phone,, although we can't bring it to work.
meanwhile, sold the other house, if it closes. i might see $10k out f it, still a small net loss but pretty much a wash. it could still fall apart.
and the aclu will make a call to see if the county will settle my lawsuit, but they will say no. rescheduled my doctor, well not yet.but sent notices to reschedule.
we were up at 4 am cleaning, and tommy made good tomato soup. i ate well. i'llfit in one more meal.
now i'll need to sell the volvos. get rid of the trash somehow. pay off the bank. not get fired yet? busy day.

 

by arbi
1-08-19
first day of work went reaally well.
it wasn't too busy, but steady. i worked hard, did a lot of cleaning, sliced 200 peices of toast, washed dishes,
i went to the club for open mike night, didnt get on, speant $4 to celebrate new job, turned down a free drink.
got some groceries, tommy said hi, applied for a job at helium new comedy club downtown.
which went badly. so i'm back to being in crisis.
learning a few tricks on new phone, mostly still domt know how to use it.
tmorrow tommy and i meet with the zoning thugs

 

by arbi
1-16-19
it is now a whole week later. it's important i keep up with these. because my memory is poor. wednesday met with tom and social workers. thursday talked to scott who thinks he can do the things on
their lists. he's not very reliable though. friday saturday i worked. sunday i wrote whiny emails to my siblings. short call to mom. monday hardware store, tuesay $200 fix car window. $50 labor, memo
martinez fixed the shower, although i got the wrong part so i now i dont have a bath, just a shower. $50 computer from dawn.
wednesday took a shower. oh i have to check my emails and make a call to title company.
i did plasma, scrap yard, bought gas, peer support group, laundry, chat w scott about chores. he shoveled the walk, i took out the trash. dove some food. it's never enough.
tomorrow doctor, food bank, maybe go by 1116 rural.

 

thank you brad!!
by arbi, 2-16-19

 

by arbi
2-16-19
so my life these days
medicated, overworked underpaid it will only get worse
i come home from work force down some food jump into bed, hope to sleep a little
everything hurts at work. nice people tho.
turned down for plasma again today
too malnourished

 

by arbi
2-21-19

 

by arbi
3-07-19
i need to start making these again
i am not doing well
i spend the day in bed
which looks more like this

 

by arbi
5-13-19
during the night chrom crashed and reverted to februar yso i'm logged in again.
oh thisi is firefox. that exllains a lot.
so my task will be to9 uda6te y adentures.
i'm still in bed. keyboard still broken.

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