Free.

Author: Dreamercat

Date: June 18, 2003

by Dreamercat
6-18-03
I spent the last week in Cancun. It was, of course, a 24-hour a day party, but I spent a lot of time by myeslf just thinking.
Do I surround myself with beautiful women to compensate for my own poor self image?
What is the differnce between "moving on" and "getting on with life?" In one week I proved that i am not only not a sex addict, but that i can also be an honest freind to the girls that i've wanted.
I've been going in the same circles for years... Where was i going? Going? No, i was running. Running from my own shadow....
I'm no longer afraid of myself. I've known the wonders and horrors true love can bring. I'm free from my own chains at last. Free to do what? I guess i'll just have to wait and see.
"I look out my window. Perhaps a new day is coming." - David Broza