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Author: graykane

Date: March 14, 2004

by graykane
3-14-04
Why do you hurt so much?
Even her number on my caller ID hurts. I have 2 ex's trying to contact me because they still love me. A 21yr old alcoholic bartender's interested in me, but I don't want that life again.
And then SHE keeps calling, for purely innocent reasons. I can't answer the phone, and she's totally unaware of what she does to me. I have no chance with her, and she's the only one I want.
I've hit the bottle pretty hard over the past few days, and I'm ashamed of my dangerous game with myself, my tempting myself to return to such a horrible life.
I love this girl talk.
Me, too. Le'ts have a pillow fight.