i'm awake in the middle of the night, a few hoirs left before i have to get up to drive to baltimore
i think i'm stressing over the home situation, worrying about whether we can get more people t move in while tom's there causing problems.
i hope this doesn't make my blood pressure too high again today, that could cost me $5000.
anyway yesterday i vacuumed and cleaned the fridge and did laundry and spent time with family and got internet and made abunch of calls which got me todays screening so it was a good day.
2 hours before i have to get up.
i guess i'll try to sleep a bit more tho i dont expect that will work. ok that main thing changed in the past hour is an email from helen saying she's moving out.
she's been my best friend this past year (i'm not hers tho) and i'll miss her but it's ok, probably a good decision for her and the baby.
