letter to my sister;
am trying the coconut oil, finding it hard to get myself to eat enough, an the new job, however long i keep it, will take more calories, so i'll wind up having to go buy food, so even less money to spend on the bills, etc., but, if i can keep the job somehow, it's a french bistro all made from scratch grown locally very progressive and friendly so way better than the usual job, i just doubt i'll be able to hack it. it's a long commute and someday i'll oversleep and get fired. i went to my church and got a few loaves of bread from their food pantry, and found a list of local food pantries i'll need to check out.
called mom, jeanie just went back to hawaii. cleaned the yard until my back hurt enough to stop. i have several roommates who are going to be with me for wednesay's scary meeting with the social worker, and the new guy scotty, has a great attitude and is good at cleaning so i hope that will be a net positive.
i'm having a little trouble sorting out all my different appointments.
wrote to lindy because it was her birthday, but that's a bridge i burned long ago.
i guess i'll go have more rice an eggs an maybe a pbj. i took a bath an sorte clothes an cleane my room a bit - yesteray i didnt get out of bed.
thank you for listening, i'm enjoying these discussions.
posted Jan 6th ( permalink )