Hey, punkass ! Did you even get anyone a postcard yet ?
Wha- ? No one asked-
Jesus H. Christ, man. Do you think people are going to whine and bitch to you for stupid shit all the time ? Take the advantage for once in your goddamn life. I'm outta here !
Ah, another relaxing day of reading after sleeping in.
So, how far deep do you think the hooks are ?
Think he's actually going to claimb a mountain while he's out here, or is he just going to sit around playing Heroes 3 again ?
Well, if we take the past into consideration and the desperate addiction he has to radiation that hasn't been met during the other parts of the roadtrip-
I give it a million to one that he sits on his fat arse.
Dear Diary, I starting to think that I don't actually produce noise when I open my mouth and speak.
Pants...
Hey yo, what are ya doin tonight ? I was figurin we could hang out and catch a movie and maybe get some brew and there's the fair and a quick bite to eat before we break out the video games.
Either that, or my hearing frequency changed and no one bothered to inform me of that fact.
Uhh, I actually have six phonecalls to make, I need to get my van in, a script memorized for tomorrow and a lot of work to do before the week ends that's all overdue.
That's great, I'm glad you have so much free time to hang with your buds. You're the man, cool guy. I'll see you at the beach.
Regardless, poking myself repeatedly in the eye seems to have the exact same level of futility.
Did I even say words ?
Hey baybee ! Yeah, my homie here just offered to drive you. Ain't he the best ? *psst* Meet you at 8 by the far side of town and bring bail money.
Dear Diary, Today was so hot, I went home and had a nap.
Pants...
How are ya doin, kid ? Are you all excited ?
I like naps.
Pants ?
You're all busy doing and play and work and arranging services and dying from the heat and digging a garden and walking the dog and taking pictures and fixing your van and...
In reality, this did NOT help me learn my lines or finish up any work spelling out nigh certain doom.
Pants !
I guess, with everything going on at once like this, I'm just curious as to what's going through your mind right about now.
I've learned that it's not that people don't listen to me.
*BURP* Feed me more !
Pants...
It's just that they don't care.
That monosybolic name you gave me is too tough to say, so I'll go and snub you more than usual by crushing your feelings, then blaming you for being stupid when you feel bad about it.
Your livejournal's really depressing. Even though you ask everyone in real life to stop commenting about it, I'm gonna bug you about it for days.
What the... ?
I've been dealing with a lot of people in personal situations that people seem to thrust upon me.
Hey, you're not looking at me ! What got you in a pissy mood ? Why are you taking it out on me ? What the hell's your problem, jerkass ?
Just keep walking...
End result: people are at least as screwed up as I am.
You know that thing I said was okay for you to do and so you did it ? Yeah, it really bothers me that you'd go ahead and do that, even though I said it was okay. Don't you care for my feelings ?
Dear Diary, A lot have changed and a lot has stayed the same.
Pants...
Hey guy !
There's actually and old oriental curse that goes something like that.
Oh god...
Are you taking place in the latest soap opera ? I heard that they got rid of all the old actors, replaced them with new ones and hired back some from three seasons ago to replay their parts.
It goes: 'May you live in interesting times.'
What the crap ?
It's actually called 'your life'. Good luck, bastard.
Dear Diary, This year, I seem to be dealing with death a lot.
Pants...
I heard you were having a rough time of it recently. I just wanted to tell you that I'm here for you, man.
Seems wierd that I spend most days killing people in the digital world then facing it again in the real world.
Umm.. thanks.
Yeah, usually I go to gamefaqs, but I'm pretty well verse in both VC and NWN. I've beaten X:ND with almost everyone and I've taken Mario to school more times than Kobe Bryant's been charged.
The difference being none of my family have been shot. And only one was german.
Actually, uhh.. I'm doing pretty good in those games.
That's not what I'm hearing, lightweight. Next time, I'll teach you how to block.
Dear Diary, I seem to be hanging out with a mixture of people that I barely know and that barely know me.
'Course I don't know this guy. I only spent the last 2 years of school with him, why in hell should I acknowledge his existence now ?
...Pants ?
I seem just to have one or two people that I've actually been able to talk to over the last while.
Well, I could go to the bulliten board and post, but that I'd actually have to listen to you when you told me those six or seven times.
...No Pants ?
With the amount of stuff that I think I deal with, I'm glad to not have to tell people to shut up more often than I do.
Just because I said I'd get you in free to the next event doesn't mean I'll actually honour my word or anything. Sheesh, what do you think I am, your friend ?
In this case, I'd love to see you leave, but hate to see you walk away.
I know that I've been harsh this last year, but I resolve to make everything better, to be a better person, to stop drinking as much, to stop being such an asshole and to start living life seriously.
Aw, guy, that was kinda sweet.
I'm drunk. =)
Now, pass the beer bong before I lose the nerve to bury my head in that chick's crotch.
Dear Diary, At some times, I don't know if I'm coming or going.
What's new, chickyboo ?
Everything all at once.
All I know is: I have no idea aboot anything.
Oh yeah ?
I'm not certain if I'm working, how my loans are, how stable my net connection is, what's goin on at home or anything. I'm just looking for a constant that isn't a liquid that'll get me drunk.
So, once again, reality pokes in it's ugly head.
I liked you better when you just said 'Pants'.
And I liked it better when I knew that I could afford some.